It`s been one hell of a week

You could say life has been somewhat a little stressful over this past week...

Joshua has an anger management problem and is now going to get some help to deal with these issues...

Hubby is the sickest I have seen him in quite sometime...

He had an ultra sound done yesterday...He has had severe bowel trouble which consists of bleeding, badly....

From what he was told he has 3 growths on the small and large bowel which obviously is causing the trouble...

What it is yet we won`t find out until Monday afternoon...

Either way it looks as though an operation will be taking place...

I just pray that it is good news as it`s his birthday on Monday and I don`t think he can handle anything being bad...

As for me , well i`m fighting fit and trying my best to stay positive...

It`s all I can do....Deep down I feel frustrated because I feel helpless...

All I want is for my family to be happy and healthy...

I hope I can get them to that place...

It`s no picnic like he thought it would be

I can be an evil nasty mother when I want to be.... Revenge is sweet and i`ll teach him to be suspended from school.... He`ll wish he was back at school by the time I have finished with him......

More jobs are being created, especially those annoying ones....

He annoyed me so I feel it`s my duty as a mother to return the favour...

lol.....

I try to give my youngest who is nearly 11 some freedom on weekends but somehow it`s always me and his father who comes off worse for it.... He went to some friends house yesterday after me stipulating that he wasn`t to go....You see hubby and I did end up doing some work out in the yard after saying it was going to be a lazy day.... So whilst we were busy doing what we were doing he was out galavanting and having a good time.... Now usually he`ll be at home by 6pm latest....6:30 rolls on and he still wasn`t home so Matt and myself went to where he was supposed to be.... He wasn`t there and the friend he was with also wasn`t home....The difference is these parents of this kid allow their children to be out of a night...I don`t..... Especially when it`s school the next day.... I like to stick to a strict routine and plus I was worried sick.... 7:30 pm comes and i am frantic....Enough so that I called the police and put out a missing persons report... Matt was furious by this time as we had no idea where he could be..... After many phone calls and talking with the police I get a phone call at 8:30 pm from my son.... He was back at the house where he should have been in the first place..... Matt went around and picked him up and he did arrive home in one piece after Matt had ear bashed him.... His excuse was that his bike got a flat tyre and he had to walk.... I was so angry at him as only just this weekend there was an incident where an elderly man had tried to get a 12 year old boy into his car... Daniel just has no fear of anyone or anything... Needless to say he is grounded again, no playstation and he won`t be going anywhere any time soon.... I have just put a bike on layby for him for his birthday which is coming up in a couple of months time but with what has happened this weekend I told him he won`t be getting it... Not until he can prove to me that he can be responsible for his actions.... I`ve never felt so ill.... At this rate he will be the death of me.... Bloody kid!!!!! Little does he realise how much we worry.... But in the end all that matters is he is home and ok....

Sometimes it`s more than I can handle

Second time round marriages can be difficult at the best of times especially when you`re dealing with ex`s and kids.... My hubby has always treated me with the upt most respect and he expects everyone else to do the same... Last night all hell broke loose as teenage son back answered one too many times to me and Matt finally chastised him....He had had enough of the way my son speaks to me.... Usually Matt will be in the back ground and let me try to deal with issues that come up about my kids....Not last night.... I let Matt go as it was about time he did take on the roll of Step Dad.....By that I mean he is here day and night for these kids...More so than what their biological father is....They are lucky to see him a couple of times throughout the year, so I feel he has a right to say his piece in the way the kids are behaving.... All houses have rules and it doesn`t kill someone to have a little respect and manners....I`ve always been, treat those as you would want to be treated..... Well son didn`t like the extra attention did he....Didn`t like the fact that a male told him off for being down right rude.....Plus I think it was a shock because Matt has very rarely stepped in on my behalf....Sticking up for me... After he had his tantrum of punching the crap out of his stereo which we bought him for Christmas this year ( and broke it at the same time) he comes out and says to me that Matt has nothing to do with our conversations and tell him to stop trying to be my father..... I saw red..... This has never been Matt`s intention (to be the father)....He has always stipulated to the kids that you only have one father so you can look at me as being your friend.... I Gave him the low down and basically said that Matt has been more of a father to him and only cares for his well being....That he is lucky to have someone who cares about him and takes an interest in what he is doing..... Blah blah blah...... I`m afraid my son has an awful lot of growing up to do....He tries to act the big tough man in front of his friends but can`t deal with real life issues.... Then he tells me if Matt does it again he will leave..... What is it with kids these days????? Always the leave act!!!!!! I left it with him that he has shown to me that he has NO RESPECT or love for me or anyone else in this family..... Everything has to be about HIM and only HIM.... Just like his father!!!!!! I stormed off to bed and let him stew on what I had said... Shit all I`m asking for is to be treated like a mother.... Not one of his goony little friends in the school yard.... Honestly is that too much to ask for????

Quite a good week

Good afternoon all....

ell it has been a relativly good week gone by...

Not too many dramas which is a good thing...

Daniel has suddenly come down with Mondayitis....

H was beside himself this morning, crying and sobbing as he had a sore throat...lol....

He caught me at a weak moment...

Krystal has a new love in her life....It`s been sometime between boyfriends for her....

He seems lovely and always very polite....

Hubby has decided to take the plunge and gone in head first ....

BLOGGING!!!!!

Yes a shock I know but hopefully it will give him a interest and i`ll be able to find out his deepest darkest secrets...LMAO....

anyway here is his link for those of you who are interested...

http://the-matrix61.blogspot.com/