Thursday, December 3, 2009

It`s looking a lot like Christmas

It`s come around way too quick for me this year and I am in no way ready for it...
I have no enthusiasm what so ever...
Thankfully I did my Christmas shopping throughout the year otherwise things would be grim for the kids...
I`ve had some pretty stressful days, actually, honestly since hubby has left stress arrived...
Rotten mongrel of a thing...(stress that is)
I`ve had more than my fair share of dealing with our government departments and I hope i`ve seen the last of them...
I feel like i`ve been thrown to the wolves and mentally i`m not coping...
One good thing to come from all of this is I have shed the excess weight I had gained...
Having no appetite tends to do that to you..
In less than two weeks I have lost a whole dress size....
The bad thing is now I need a new wardrobe of clothes...lol
On the job hunting side I have put my name down at just about every shop in our local area..
I`m praying that I hear something from someone soon...
I just need someone to give me a go but not having worked in 12 years doesn`t look good on a resume....
As for hubby well we are talking at least...
We`ve decided it best that we live seperately for a while but still be together..
Make sense????....lol