Isn`t it interesting life in general?...
You make plans for your future only for them to fall apart before your very eyes...
Twice now this has happened to me and i`m pretty sure I won`t be going back for thirds...
One could say that my life has been completely turned around as now I find myself as a single mum once again...
Yes my husband whom I have cared for over the past 14 years didn`t like the conversation we had over the weekend about how I would like him to do more for me and our children...
This was part of a long overdue conversation that needed to be had...
It was easier for him to walk out on us apparently rather than try to work something out...
So now I find myself feeling rather lost, confused and overwhelmed with the situation that has suddenly been thrusted upon me.....
I`ve had to be strong and have my witts about myself these past 48 hours...
Not much in the sleep department and plenty of phone calls to the relevant government departments have certainly kept me busy....
I am starting to feel anxious as reality is sinking in that I am about to be thrusted in to the big wide world again seeking a job....
In actual fact when you have been surrounded by the same 4 walls for the past 14 years doing what you know best and to have it pulled from under your feet it`s pretty damn scary...
For me anyway....
BUT i`m sure with time and the right sort of people around me I as a person will, yes I will be a better person for the experience...
For now I am making sure that my kids don`t suffer in any way, shape or form....
As a mother I will always be there for them and I know that they will always be there for me too.....
