Kids having kids

I honestly thought I had put my 15 year old on the right path in thinking about his future and how far he could go in life....

WRONG...

What the hell is wrong with kids of today???

He has buggered up what chances he had by going out and getting his girlfriend pregnant...

Yes, it`s the real deal this time..

Both of them 15 years old and bringing a poor innocent little baby into the world...Neither of them have a source of income, no accomodation, nothing.....

And they are going ahead with the pregnancy..

Mind you I wasn`t told directly by either of them...

I actually found out through friends of his as he hasn`t bothered to contact me STILL....

Rang his father of the news and that was a total waste of time...

Idon`t knowwhy I bother...

The response I got was "he is getting his family out of the way early"....

Any wonder I divorced the idiot...

I have accepted the fact that this has happened mind you I am none too happy about it...

Deep down I knew that this would eventuate....

I am just worried for this new little life that is coming into the world especially as my son has an anger problem.....

He has to get himself right before taking on a huge responsibilty such as this....

Just something else for me to worry about...

Day`s or should that be weeks of our lives...

My life is getting busier and busier these days, not finding much time for the little things in life which I like to do such as blogging.... So much has been going on so where to start... Firstly Daniel had an enjoyable birthday...We went out as a family to tea and he thoroughly enjoyed that....Matt`s eldest daughter took him out for the afternoon, just the two of them....Movies and lunch so yes he had the royal treatment.... School life I thought was on the improve for him...He seemed to have settled down, getting work done and the teacher was writing positive feedback in his diary but then we had a set back....Someone at school riled him up and he retaliated by throwing something at them...5 days suspension from school...Next week I am meeting with the school psyhcologist so hopefully she will be able to help him.... Krystal is now feeling the pressure of year 12.....Everything is due , assignments ect....She was up until 2.30am trying to get assignments finished....Let`s just say she didn`t look her best the next morning...lol I`m sure she will do well though... Matt finally had his operation this week...Poor love he was so nervous, always is when it comes to ops.....They found 3 growths in the bowel and removed them..Good news was they weren`t cancerous YET....Apparently if they had of been left much longer then it could of turned....He is feeling rather sore at the moment but he like myself are relieved.....I try to be the positive one for both of us , so when I heard the good news it was like a tonne of weight had been lifted off my shoulders.....Some good fortune finally...He has also been trying new anti convulsant medication for his epilepsy....So far it`s been all good...No seizures in the past two weeks....Maybe these new tablets are doing the job.... And now we come to my run away son....It`s been 10 weeks since he has been out of home....In those 10 weeks I have seen him on numerous occassions , shopping or school...It looks like he wants nothing to do with me...He`ll speak with Daniel and Krystal but when it comes to me he`ll run the other way when he sees me...One time I went to speak to him he turned and ran...I must have been on really bad mother to him if he feels the need to do this...Naturally I was very upset but more upset because he has been telling lies to his grandparents that I have been the one ignoring him.....Krystal god love her has gone in defending me to her nana but the nana can`t see past the things Joshua has been telling her...Krystal got very angry and upset so now she doesn`t visit her grandparents very often....I wrote him a letter the other day as this seems the only way of communicating with him...He won`t answer calls .....I`m now waiting to see if I get a response back....Then to top everything off I found out last night that he is ENGAGED to his girlfriend (yes the one who gave him and us so much grief)....Oh and let`s not forget the fact that he is still only 15 years old..... Sorry long post I know...These are just a few of the things that`s been going on in my life...Hopefully I`ll find the time to be a little more regular...I`m actually writing this post at 7am where it`s lovely and quiet.....

I`ve aged 10 years withing an hour

I`m really not sure as to whether my nerves can with stand these driving lessons for much longer.....

I decided my daughter needed to master the art of steering and turning corners before we ventured out onto the roads so it was a carpark for now.....

Her confidence has increased with the handling of the car so I asked her to park the car.....

We pulled into the park no probs until it came to stop....

She forgot to brake

Only one of the most important parts of driving...lol

We ended up going cross country....

Over the curb , into the dirt and just happened to miss a tree.....

OMG my life flashed before me.....

Driving lesson number two was definitely over with for that day....hahaha

My poor car won`t be able to take much more of this kind of cruelty....

Never mind my nerves....

The grey hair is suddenly turning white...lol

Was down and out for a while

It turns out what I thought was a cold actually was the flu...

Boy oh boy was I sick hence the no blogging...

I wouldn`t wish this on my worst enemy..

I think it`s been at least 10 years since my last bout of the flu...

Kids are just wonderful in sharing...lol'

I`m only just starting to feel normal again, even managing to do a wee bit of housework and didn`t it need doing...

Sadly this week we had another passing of a family member....The past two years we have lost 7 wonderful people....

Lately it feels like our social life is beginning to revolve around funerals....

But as I said to hubby we are getting in that age bracket now where we will lose some close people in our lives....

Getting older sucks sometimes....

We had a birthday party amongst the sickness and sadness which broke the monotony of it all....

It was held at a bowling ally....

The kids, Krystal and Daniel had a ball as it was their first experience at bowling...

Frankly Krystal sucked at it but Daniel was quite impressive even managing to get a strike....

He is hooked now and wants to go again....

His birthday is this Friday so I might take him for a treat....