How people can dictate

It`s all getting to be rather frustrating with Matt at the moment....Even his doctor is ....You see he is supposed to be going into hospital to have an operation and exploratory surgery to see what`s causing the blockage and bleeding of the bowel....

Letters have been sent off and he is supposedly on the waiting list but as his is rather urgent he has been placed at the top....

Well we have just found out that the clerical staff at the hospital have been on strike....For how long i`m not sure but all letters that have been going into the hospital are conveniently being lost.....Then there are the letters that are supposedly to be coming out of the hospital are not.....

I`m furious, the doctor is furious and the doctors are frustrated because they have spaces vacant for patients to be admitted.....

Don`t they realise they are playing with people`s lives here?????

So more blood was taken and yet more letters (stated emergency) were faxed.....I wonder how long it will take this time.????

The time has come

It`s been a crazy couple of weeks having to deal with teens emotions....

What doesn`t help is the web of lies being created by this child of mine and getting ex out laws involved whom seem to undermine my authority over my own child...Last time I remembered I was the one who gave birth to him and I am his mother , not her.....

I`m getting rather frustrated at this ex out law and yes it`s a female...Isn`t it always.....

What makes it even more frustrating is she is believing every single word coming out of my childs mouth(and this child has had plenty of practice lying over the years and getting away with it)....grrrrr

Then to make matters worse she and my son have basically ganged up and blamed my youngest son (half brother) to the child involved, he gets everything and is treated better and blah blah blah....

Little does the out law know of how much debt we went into because he arrived at our home with the clothes on his back.....Nothing else....We basically had to start from scratch and in the year and a half that we have had him here he has a damn sight more than what he has ever had when he was living with his father....

To make matters worse the father has never paid a days maintenance....

So I let rip.....My youngest had sacrificed a hell of a lot to make him feel welcomed into this house....He gave up his room, he goes out of his way to make things right and bends over backwards to do anything for him....And for what??????...To hear that he hates his guts and will never accept that he is a brother......

Well personally I have had enough of this treatment towards my youngest especially by an ex out law who has nothing to do with my child, and by a spoilt brat who thinks he should have everything handed to him on a silver platter.....

The sun shines out of the other ones ass in her eyes and now she has to face reality that her golden grandson isn`t that golden.....She needs to keep her nose out of my family affairs and I will raise MY children how I see fit.....

And as for my son who has created this problem, well he has a rude awakening coming to him....For the past year and a half he has treated this house and his family with total disrespect......Well now he is about to see the not so tolerant mother whom he has been pushing around....

He now knows that there is no where else for him to fall back on when it comes to living arrangements...His father doesn`t want him living with him and there is no way in hell that his grandmother will ever have him....

This is one thing his father and I are in agreeance with.....

So let the games begin.....